i am a father first

"the devil was pumping hate through my veins"

-LL Cool J G.O.A.T.

so?

so what is the go?

which way do i flow?

in what groove do i grow?

shall i plunder him?

what will i win?

i am a father first

for a deeper magic i thirst

all is fair in love and war

so the elders swore

and never too late

is heavens best trait

midnight comes and goes

im still standing

the last one dancing

cloven tracks

fast with the attacks

whirling and swirling

the earth keeps turning

midnight comes and goes

follows its own nose

wander far or near

hold all that is dear

try what you fear to do

let everyone know you

over and over again

one more day ticks by

and my soul lets out a sigh

for angel queen has flown on

and i dread the coming dawn

the memories do race

to strike with the fury of a horses mans mace

over and over again

the pain does not end

the wiser side of life

knows there will be an end to this strife

knows that when i look behind me

one set of tracks will i see beside the sea

crazy enough

i held her as long i could
and knew that i should
not try to possess her
freedom is what she does prefer

still i had to try
i am that guy
crazy enough
to be that tough

what a journey we had!
for that i am glad!!
our children are pure joy
a full life they shall enjoy

she can ruin your faith with her casual lies...

or so big they'll shatter

i want to wander in your dreams

and pick at the seams

to have them bleed

into reality

you think yours dont count

they are too small to matter

or so big they'll shatter

my friend we are all held account

for if you have a soul

you may be so bold

to create as given

the divine vision

the stuff of nightmares

no bad times

without good times

no bad deeds

without good deeds

no virtue without sin

around and around it spin

the stuff of nightmares

and the tales of double dares

where the hero came home

and many fires kindled

for the warmth had dwindled

in the hearts of homes

rags for the suits

such is the balance

daylight to nightly valance

yin to the yang

chorus to the refrain

a harmony of life

riches against the strife

rags for the suits

despair for the loots

because the simple

truth is this

for every shark

there is a dolphin