some sunshine into the rain

"dont get to close / its dark inside"
-Imagine Dragons


So I will go
even though
i do not know
what the good lord has to show

im sorry for everything
i tried so hard to bring
some sunshine into the rain
some love against the pain

please dont hate me
i cant help that i must be
alive and free
untamed, wild, with no company

its where my demons hide

i need to let you go....

will ne'er leave my side

"Give me fuel - Give me fire...."
-Metallica


times they come and go
with only new lines to show
that i was burned again
in pursuing my sin

i pray to the one above
that the divine love
will ne'er leave my side
will n'er run and hide

im a simple man
and try as hard as i can
no one will stay
im left alone to play

held on so tight

"I've been trying to do it right / I've been living a lonely life"
-The Lumineers


its all gone
but still the song
carries on
forever and anon

i lost it all
so far was the fall
held on so tight
with all of my might

now fractured and torn
my soul so worn
my heart so battered
my mind so shattered