king nothing i am

this is the only virtue i was given

and i can only hope to be forgiven

for all the pain i have caused

for all the breathes i paused

i awake in agony

with no one to blame but me

king nothing i am

forever to be condemned

but this too shall pass

these ugly feelings can not last

and nothing is so bad

that i will forever stay sad

have to wait and see

gloom and silent night

mornings stretch into days

days soon sways

into dinnertime

take a break save a dime

dusk comes next

gentle dancer twixt

gloom and silent night

crisper vapors to delight

night sits us down

televisions drown

bedtime is signaled by a yawn

for it all begins again at dawn

'i am perfect' is not my cry

"ain't no valley low enough

ain't no moutain high enough

ain't no river wide enough"

i have the patience of years

and no pain so completely sears

that life can not find a way

and love is always here to stay

i miss them all so bad inside

and i have nothing more to hide

'i am perfect' is not my cry

but i am always willing to try

mistakes make us as sure

as the victories we endure

our tale does not end

only does begin again

so fear not the twist

another twist appears

an end to the cheers

a denial is plain

no matter what the form may claim

but days of life upon the seas

is what they please

so fear not the twist

gods touch has ne'er missed

tomorrow will come

a new sun

simple pleasures are the best

even the lion needs rest

i am a father first

"the devil was pumping hate through my veins"

-LL Cool J G.O.A.T.

so?

so what is the go?

which way do i flow?

in what groove do i grow?

shall i plunder him?

what will i win?

i am a father first

for a deeper magic i thirst

all is fair in love and war

so the elders swore

and never too late

is heavens best trait

midnight comes and goes

im still standing

the last one dancing

cloven tracks

fast with the attacks

whirling and swirling

the earth keeps turning

midnight comes and goes

follows its own nose

wander far or near

hold all that is dear

try what you fear to do

let everyone know you

crazy enough

i held her as long i could
and knew that i should
not try to possess her
freedom is what she does prefer

still i had to try
i am that guy
crazy enough
to be that tough

what a journey we had!
for that i am glad!!
our children are pure joy
a full life they shall enjoy